If you talk to any creative like myself we will tell you the terror in actually bringing fruition to our dreams. Breaking away from societal norms and diving head first into the entrepreneurial world has been a major balancing act for me. I’m talking waist deep in , “I don’t know what I’m doing”, and I’m walking on a tight rope of, “How the heck do I manage to actually have a personal life”, or better yet what is a personal life for that matter. The list can go on and on. From a young age I knew I wanted to create a life for myself that allowed me to use my creativity to touch the lives of others while creating a brand and stream of income for myself. As I get closer and closer to the launch of my first book I have become overwhelmed in working on my readership in creating contact for social media (because hey, whats a good book if no one knows who you are), freelance writing, my normal 8 hour jail sentence of a job, being a single mom and balancing my personal relationships/friendships. I found myself juggling more than I could handle which took away from me breathing life into my book. SOO what did I do? I took a darn hiatus and redirected myself, because sometimes you just have to take a damn break and BREATHE!
THE BREAK
I think it is so important that we recognize when we are overwhelmed and take the time to take care of ourselves. I cannot write great content or be someone for everyone if I am first nothing for myself. I never wanted to be confined behind a job I didn’t care about, and I strongly believe in doing what you truly love and not just working for a check. I am a very passionate individual and I cannot put my all into something that I have no passion in. I’m doing both the business and myself an injustice. No one should work eight hours on a job and be capped under a barely livable income producing fruit for someone else’s dreams and not work on their own.
THE PROBLEM
I had to think long and hard and realized I was focusing on too many avenues. I found myself still working for another person again producing article content for freelance jobs that took my attention away from my own content. By the time I came home from work and got my son situated for bed and completed articles for my client I was to exhausted to work on my own dream. In producing content on my social media sites I saw that I was more concerned about my followers and it was extremely stressful in gaining and losing followers daily. However, I am learning that everything is a process and I won’t come out running straight out of the gate. Patience is a very important element in any entrepreneurial avenue and something I am greatly working on. Another problem was worrying whether others would like my work or not, which can cause you to write under a different voice other than who you truly are. The best advice I received was from reading Stephen Kings Book called, On Writing where he talks about not dumbing yourself down by writing to appease others when it’s not who you really are. As long as I am writing work I am pleased with I am okay with that. There will be constructive criticism and in reality everyone isn’t going to like your work, but that should not discourage you from producing good work. Everyone has their preferences.
I had to completely delete my Instagram and refocus. During my little hiatus I have been reading various inspirational books and novels and just strengthening my mind on different avenues so that I can come back with a clear mind and fresh content. I’ve been spending time with those I love and overcoming my jitters of publishing my first work. Now that my hiatus is coming to an end it is not time to begin to breath life back into my pen!
What have been your experiences in the beginning stages of entrepreneurship? What have been your struggles and how did you overcome them?